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September 2010
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i’ll stop liking you. right now. bcs i can do that. when you’re born with a deformity you learn to live with it. well, i was born ‘detached from everything and everyone’, it’s ridiculously easy to forget people, have no emotional ties to people. i’ve never liked this about myself, but i’ve learned to live with it, and now i’m using it to my...
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illyana:1 Steph:0
Me: You cuddle with Olivia? I don't cuddle with my friends..
illyana: Ugh well that's because you're so detached from everything and everyone!
Everyone: *semi-awkward laughter, waiting for my response, I guess?*
lol, there wasn't anything to say to that, nor did I try coming up with something. she got me goooood.
You’re all that I’d hoped I’d find, in every single way. Nothing feels like home, you’re a thousand miles away.
At the age of 16, 80% of people have already met...
(via noneofthat, caseygrin)
if this is true, i’d rather be a cat lady.
repierce my nose or pierce my tongue, hmm?
August 2010
72 posts
my hair’s boring me. it’s just a black/gold-tipped, wavy messss. hm I’m going to meet my scissors in the bathroom for some fun later.
New Kid
Today was my first complete day of school, at a new high school. Maan, it’s weird. Rowe has so many people, LOUD people. RUDE people. Not rude to me, just rude to the adults or authority figures, it’s stupid. Anyways, I have like..one friend? Okay make that two, but I’m not counting either of them bcs I know them from somewhere besides school. I ate lunch in the bathroom, Mean...
i swear
ynglv:
diet starts tomorrow, enough is enough
Bertion: Are you going to Mchi?
Me: No sir. Goin to Rowe
Bertion: No way! Are you scared?!?!
lol I love Bertion
Tomorrow I’m going to be the new kid at school. That hasn’t happened since I moved from Gonzalez Elem. to Rayburn.
TheseThingsTakeTime: woahsandyy: ... i did this a... →
woahsandyy:
woahsandyy:
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i did this a few nights ago. it made me realize i nvr actually LOOK at myself. it kinda scared me how unfamiliar i seemed to MYSELF. but as to why, i’m not so sure either.
I walked by some girl at the store the other day and I said to myself ‘hm that girl’s pretty’ and then…
:o that IS scary. i wonder what it is. sometimes i feel like it’s jst because i spend too...
woahsandyy:
ohhhsteph:
Do you ever look in the mirror, and just stare, trying to figure out who that is? It’s weird, like, sometimes I can’t believe that’s what I look like. Not in a good way, not in bad way, just in a there way. That doesn’t look like it should be me, that doesn’t feel like it’s me..? That reflection is what people see everyday, what they stare at while we converse. Why is it...
December 14, 2009
I want to go home; First I need to find it.
December 9, 2009
There’s days when the urge to cry, to submerge myself in my tears, to become nothing but my tears, is so intense..it’s a swirling ball of black, making it’s presence known in every fiber of my being. It makes me not want to exist. I want to scream. I want to kick. I want to punch, bite, kill. Yet I look so calm. Yet no one asks. Yet I don’t brake. And, god, I hate the...
Do you ever look in the mirror, and just stare, trying to figure out who that is? It’s weird, like, sometimes I can’t believe that’s what I look like. Not in a good way, not in bad way, just in a there way. That doesn’t look like it should be me, that doesn’t feel like it’s me..? That reflection is what people see everyday, what they stare at while we converse....
I rarely go out now. No..that’s not true. I just don’t go out with McHi people any more. It hasn’t even been a conscience choice. I just never seem to crave lou’s parties, or any similar places with that atmosphere, as much. I miss Janel. I miss the friends I haven’t seen in a while, but for the most part just Janel. My life mostly just consists of work, the gym,...
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you are so hot. but i don't know how to talk to...
like…you don’t know how to converse with me? or ‘talk-talk’ to me?
Ask me anything
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are u bisexual or ever been into a girl or...
i’m pretty sure a lot of people think i’m into girls, just bcs of the way i talk sometimes or how i have no problem admitting a girl’s pretty, buuuut nope, i like boysss.
Ask me anything
boulandsody:
ohhhsteph:
goddamn i love shoes
Lol! yr gonna be like yr mommy.. in that sense.
Hahaha ‘in that sense’. I just ordered four pairs online..I’m not really sure how freaked she’ll be when she sees my credit card bill. Probably won’t say anything though since I learn my ways from her:p
goddamn i love shoes